Thursday, July 17, 2008

BANSHEE(s)

I have a Banshee fetish. All factual information I have gathered about these ghost broads opposes how I have actually come to imagine them. 

There's a sexy, slightly dirty, woman strolling along an unpaved way (in say New Zealand or Ireland) wearing a white dress with the straps hanging off her shoulders. She's got long wild hair and there's an uncommon breeze that's light enough to be creepy but strong enough to move the Banshee's mane so her white hair swirls across, conceals her face. She has nice tits and green eyes. Trying to appreciate nature, the stars, the moon--maybe she's stoned--eventually she becomes hungry. Blam: guy cruises up on a horse or a Harley, she sticks out her bony thumb, jumps on the back of the animal / bike, and before they're traveling at a dangerous speed she slams his head backwards and kisses his neck with her teeth. 

Esmerelda. That's what I've named this night-walking fiction of mine. I idolize her because she's tough, comfortable being a lone wanderer,  self-serving, and she's working to save the world by tackling one of the most serious, yet largely un-discussed, problems of the  21st Century: Overpopulation. 

BANSHEE

 

           Don’t speak to me when

you know I’m traveling because 

distance is the only love

you know from the other end

of that holey rotary

phone—when away, you

made me honest—

a pious masturbator.

            But fuck the righteous—

you did—morning after phone

after next and again. I started night

walking during your waxy rehearsals,

electric wings—you were flying

on wires across phone

lines.

 

Don’t yell at me when

            you hear I’ve done

the same—impressed your favorite

open color of painted mouth on

the neighbor’s pretense of

piety. Maybe I did it because

the dial tone reminded me

of that time in the train—car to our-

selves. Maybe.

Maybe I missed you. Maybe

I just missed digging

flesh from beneath my nails

over breakfast. Maybe the

neighbor felt the same in

my mouth.